War And Peace: Book 8 - CHAPTER XXII

作者: Leo Tolstoy

Free Download Babylon Translate Software

The poster (email) is not available. 收藏推荐:

图书介绍

Author: Leo Tolstoy

THAT EVENING Pierre went to the Rostovs' to fulfil Prince Andrey's

commission. Natasha was in bed, the count was at the club, and Pierre, after

giving the letters to Sonya, went in to see Marya Dmitryevna, who was interested

to know how Prince Andrey had taken the news. Ten minutes later, Sonya came in

to Marya Dmitryevna.

“Natasha insists on seeing Count Pyotr Kirillitch,” she said.

“Why, are we to take him up to her, eh? Why, you are all in a muddle there,”

said Marya Dmitryevna.

“No, she has dressed and gone into the drawing-room,” said Sonya.

Marya Dmitryevna could only shrug her shoulders. “When will the countess

come? She has quite worn me out! You mind now, don't tell her everything,” she

said to Pierre. “One hasn't the heart to scold her, she's so piteous, poor

thing.”

Natasha was standing in the middle of the drawing-room, looking thinner, and

with a pale, set face (not at all overcome with shame, as Pierre had expected to

see her). When Pierre appeared in the doorway, she made a hurried movement,

evidently in uncertainty whether to go to meet him, or to wait for him to come

to her.

Pierre went hurriedly towards her. He thought she would give him her hand as

usual. But coming near him she stopped, breathing hard, and letting her hands

hang lifelessly, exactly in the same pose in which she used to stand in the

middle of the room to sing, but with an utterly different expression.

“Pyotr Kirillitch,” she began, speaking quickly, “Prince Bolkonsky was your

friend—he is your friend,” she corrected herself. (It seemed to her that

everything was in the past, and now all was changed.) “He told me to apply to

you …”

Pierre choked dumbly as he looked at her. Till then he had in his heart

blamed her, and tried to despise her; but now he felt so sorry for her, that

there was no room in his heart for blame.

“He is here now, tell him … to for … to forgive me.” She stopped short and

breathed even more quickly, but she did not weep.

“Yes … I will tell him,” said Pierre; “but …” He did not know what to

say.

Natasha was evidently dismayed at the idea that might have occurred to

Pierre.

“No, I know that everything is over,” she said hurriedly. “No, that can never

be. I'm only wretched at the wrong I have done him. Only tell him that I beg him

to forgive, to forgive, forgive me for everything …” Her whole body was heaving;

she sat down on a chair.

A feeling of pity he had never known before flooded Pierre's heart.

“I will tell him, I will tell him everything once more,” said Pierre; “but …

I should like to know one thing…”

“To know what?” Natasha's eyes asked.

“I should like to know, did you love …” Pierre did not know what to call

Anatole, and flushed at the thought of him—“did you love that bad man?”

“Don't call him bad,” said Natasha. “But I don't … know, I don't know …” She

began crying again, and Pierre was more than ever overwhelmed with pity,

tenderness, and love. He felt the tears trickling under his spectacles, and

hoped they would not be noticed.

“We won't talk any more of it, my dear,” he said. It seemed suddenly so

strange to Natasha to hear the gentle, tender, sympathetic voice in which he

spoke. “We won't talk of it, my dear, I'll tell him everything. But one thing I

beg you, look on me as your friend; and if you want help, advice, or simply want

to open your heart to some one—not now, but when things are clearer in your

heart—think of me.” He took her hand and kissed it. “I shall be happy, if I am

able …” Pierre was confused.

“Don't speak to me like that; I'm not worth it!” cried Natasha, and she would

have left the room, but Pierre held her hand. He knew there was something more

he must say to her. But when he said it, he was surprised at his own

words.

“Hush, hush, your whole life lies before you,” he said to her.

“Before me! No! All is over for me,” she said, with shame and

self-humiliation.

“All over?” he repeated. “If I were not myself, but the handsomest,

cleverest, best man in the world, and if I were free I would be on my knees this

minute to beg for your hand and your love.”

For the first time for many days Natasha wept with tears of gratitude and

softened feeling, and glancing at Pierre, she went out of the room.

Pierre followed her, almost running into the vestibule, and restraining the

tears of tenderness and happiness that made a lump in his throat. He flung on

his fur coat, unable to find the armholes, and got into his sledge.

“Now where, your excellency?” asked the coachman.

“Where?” Pierre asked himself. “Where can I go now? Not to the club or to pay

calls.” All men seemed to him so pitiful, so poor in comparison with the feeling

of tenderness and love in his heart, in comparison with that softened, grateful

glance she had turned upon him that last minute through her tears.

“Home,” said Pierre, throwing open the bearskin coat over his broad, joyously

breathing chest in spite of ten degrees of frost.

It was clear and frosty. Over the dirty, half-dark streets, over the black

roofs was a dark, starlit sky. It was only looking at the sky that Pierre forgot

the mortifying meanness of all things earthly in comparison with the height his

soul had risen to. As he drove into Arbatsky Square, the immense expanse of

dark, starlit sky lay open before Pierre's eyes. Almost in the centre of it

above the Prechistensky Boulevard, surrounded on all sides by stars, but

distinguished from all by its nearness to the earth, its white light and long,

upturned tail, shone the huge, brilliant comet of 1812; the comet which

betokened, it was said, all manner of horrors and the end of the world. But in

Pierre's heart that bright comet, with its long, luminous tail, aroused no

feeling of dread. On the contrary, his eyes wet with tears, Pierre looked

joyously at this bright comet, which seemed as though after flying with

inconceivable swiftness through infinite space in a parabola, it had suddenly,

like an arrow piercing the earth, stuck fast at one chosen spot in the black

sky, and stayed there, vigorously tossing up its tail, shining and playing with

its white light among the countless other twinkling stars. It seemed to Pierre

that it was in full harmony with what was in his softened and emboldened heart,

that had gained vigour to blossom into a new life.

[Translate] Download Babylon Translate Software for Free!
[Directly Download] War And Peace: Book 8 - CHAPTER XXII!

Download this book from Usenet

Free register and download UseNet downloader, then you can free download from UseNet.

Download "War And Peace: Book 8 - CHAPTER XXII" from Usenet!

使用Usenet下载

免费注册即可使用Usenext下载电子书！
Usenet是来自德国的下载软件，强大的共享网络搜索下载工具，免费注册后即可不限速下载150G 电子书，Audiobook等等~~赶快下载使用吧！

Copyright Disclaimer:
本站一切内容源于互联网搜索，禁止商用！如有任何不妥请联系:admin@ebookee.com，我们将在24小时内删除相关内容。

浏览量：179 添加时间：2007-05-10 23:22:10, 更新时间：2007-05-27 05:03:00, from internet